this is what happened to me,
in my heart , in my place, in my lonelyness
the only person i see is my self,
the only person who is never going to leave me alone
is my self, the only person who can
make me be stronger is my self.
i see my last life,
i see my mistakes , i could not
deal with dislove, and abandonation
but weeks ago, i thought it was your
dislove against my self and abandonation
from you to me, but i just realice that it was
dislove from me to my self,
i i forgot about me, that is what happened
to me, i wish things could become easier for us,
i understand more now,that i accepted more
things , i wish things will be diferent,
i hope so.
no matter what i will be
better this time, because i deserve to be better
for solin and lucio,
this little ones that are super cute
and super cool kids.
thank you for made me part of your life.
i going to respect that for ever
even if you and i are not together.
thank you for give me one amazing dad and one
amazing mother for 5 years.
now i dont complaining for not to have them.
now im glad even if they are not my
parents they are alive.
and my kids still have grams and gramps:.
that is awsome.
i miss them but i dont suffer them,
they are a great grand parents
leaving my old feelings from my soul
makes me feel free, free from
somekind of nature that just
made be out of my self,
and hurt me deep inside.
thank you for make
solin and lucio amazing lil mans,
and i gonna work hard to help you always
and i want to be part of their lifes.
im sorry for everything that happend
i feel very sorry and happy too.
happy to been able to see my self,
happy to figure things that i did not.
i dont feel sad anymore.
