SI TU NO ESTAS AQUI.

No quiero estar sin ti
Si tu no estas aquí me sobra el aire
No quiero estar asi
Si tú no estas la gente se hace nadie

Si tú no estas aquí no sé
Que diablos hago amándote
Si tú no estas aquí sabras
Que dios no va a entender por que te vas

No quiero estar sin ti
Si tu no estas aquí me falta el sueño
No quiero andar así
Latiendo un corazón sin dueño

Si tú no estas aquí no sé

Derramaré mis sueños
si algun día no te tengo
Lo más grande se hará lo más pequeño
Pasaré un cielo sin estrellas esta vez
Tratando de entender quien hizo un infierno el paraiso
No te vayas nunca porque

No puedo estar sin ti
Si tú no estas aquí me quema el aire

Si tú no estas no sé
Si tú no estas aquí
dedicado a ti:
sin bandera
SI TU NO ESTAS AQUI.

Yo se que sali mucho,y que eso no estaba bien
No estaba bien por que tome mucho, se que
Llegue muy tarde y no hay escusa por eso.
Pero atras de las cortinas de mis actos me senti abandonado
Por ti, me senti perdido en una vida que no era la mia
Y me senti olvidado, los dos jalamos la cuerda en direccion
Opuesta,pero la verdad de las cosas es que tu abandono
Y desamor de dolio tanto que bebi alcohol para llenar un vacio
Muy. Profundo.un vacio que estaba sangrandome,
Desconfianza y enojo me deshubicaron de mi track real.
Ese camino que soliamos caminar juntos,sacrifique mucho en
Mi vida y tu no lo tomaste en cuenta solo te enojo
Mi dolor. Te enojo mi sufrimiento y mi felicidad la cortaste
De raiz.ahora tengo un corazon que late sin dueno,
Un corazon que tenia tanto por ofrecer y ahora
Es solo amor marchito, amor que dolia,curiosamente
Cuando no te tengo me convierto en alguien diferente.
En alguien mejor, es mi naturaleza.
He sufrido tanto por todo esto, pero no es la primera
Vez que sufro asi.y no es la primera vez que me levanto
En pie y evoluciono.para ti tal vez sea un impacto muy grande
Para mi no lo es, se que hacer en estas situaciones,se como
Renacer y convertirme en algo mejor.
Algo que debi aprender desde hace mucho tiempo
Es ser mas valiente en enfrentar el desamor.
Debi de haberte dejado desde hace mucho tiempo,
No debi dejar mi ser cerca de alguien que no
Me ama.
Cometi errores pero almenos soy valiente y caballero
En aceptarlo y en ser mejor persona.
Tal vez tenias tanto que aprender de mi y tus medos e inseguridades
No te permitieron aprender de alguien como yo.
No te conviertas en tu madre. Ella no se tienta
El corazon para cortar cabezas. Lo hiso con
Su propia sangre.te privo de tu abuelita , te estas
Convirtiendo en ella.
No lo deseo para ti, cuidar y proveer no es amor
Es solo diciplina, no estoy tirando mierda es solo la
Verdad, una madre que adopta un hijo
Y ama de verdad no puede dejar de ser madre jamas
De esa persona, entiendo que tu papa
Te defienda pues creo que es la primera vez en su vida
Que se porta como padre,y si para su edad
Tu padre cree que por primera vez en su vida
sirve en tu vida y necesita defenderte atacandome, esta
Bien lo dejo sentirse humano y realizado como padre
Y si para eso necesita cortarme en piezas ofendiendome
Y provocandome para tener la razon de decir que apesto
Esta bien .que lo haga., lo que el no sabe es que
Yo soy mas padre que el, y no lograra nada de mi, lo
Dejo molestarme y picarme como una navaja en el corazon.
Si necesitan esto para sentirce realizos
Ok. Aqui estoy, puedo ver tus ojitos y mi corazon se
Llena de tristeza,por que te xtrano,mucho
Pero ya no te lloro, te rezo para que estes bien
Y encuentres tu propia felicidad.
Dentro de ti, eres buena persona y estoy lleno de admiracion
Por ti de los mas maravilloso recuerdos por ti.
Creo que no tendre una amiga como tu.
Creo que no tendre a nadie como tu.
Estoy triste de ver que talvez termines siendo como tu
Mama. Y en ese caso soy muy feliz de no estar a tu lado
Lejos de ellos eres diferente.
Eres como solin,lucio y yo.
Se que jamas regresas a mi lado
Por que no sientes amor por mi.
Y aun que lo sientas se que tu madre
Te dejaria de hablar asi como
Lo hiso con su propia madre.y
Le tienes tanto miedo a eso.
El dia que no esten estaras sola con tus hijos
Y ellos creceran y se hiran y yo queria
Estar a tu ladito para cuidarte en ese momento.
Personalme.
en mis fiestas el vacio nunca se lleno lo
Hiso peor.ahora lo se
Perdoname con mi corazon que late ahora
A mil por hora por alguien que ya no esta
Aqui.
Juan c.

why?

you forgot the same as i did,

MARRIAGE

you were born together, and together you
shall be forevermore.
you shall be together when the white
wings of death scatter your days.
ay, you shall be together even in the
silent memory of GOD.
but let there be spaces in your togetherness,
and let the winds of the heavens dance
between you.
love one another, but make not a bond
of love:
let it rather be a moving sea between
the shores of your souls.
fill each other's cup but drink not from
one cup.
give one another of your bread but eat
not from the same loaf.
sing and dance together and be joyous,
but let each one of you be alone,
even as the strings of a lute are alone
though they quiver the same music.
give your hearts, but not into each
other's keeping.
for only the hand of life can contain
your hearts.
and stand together yet not too near
together:
for the pillars of the temple stand apart,
and the oak tree and the cypress grow
not in each other's shadow.
AUTOR: KAHLIL GIBRAN
BOOK: THE PROFET.

THE MOST TRULY CONCEPT OF LOVE I EVER SEEING IN MY LIFE

in base of this book im ruling my life since now:.
When love beckons to you, follow him,
though his ways are hard and steep.
And when is wings enfold you yield to him,
though the sword hidden among his
pinions may wond you.
And when he speaks to you belive in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden.
for even as love crowns you shall he
crucify you. Even as he is for your growth
so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and
caresses your tenderest branches that quiver
in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and
shake them in their clinging to the earth.
like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto
himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
he sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
he kneads you untill you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred
fire, that you may become sacred bread for
GOD's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you
that you may know the secrets of your
heart, and in that knowledge become a
fragment of Life's heart.
but if in your fear you would seek only
love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover
your nakedness and pass out of love's
threshing-floor,
into the seasonless world where you
shall laugh, but not all of your laughter,
and weep, but not all of your tears.
love gives naught but itself and takes
naught but from itself.
Love posses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say,
"GOD is in my heart," but rather, " I am
in the heart of GOD".
And think not you can direct the course
of love, for love,if it finds you worthy,
directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil
itself.
But if you love and most needs have
desires,let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook
that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
to be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to blend willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart
and give thanks for another day of Loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate
love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the
beloved in your heart and song of praise
upon your lips.
from the book: THE PROPHET
BY: KAHLIL GIBRAN.

7 vidas como un gato 7 dias pa soñar

en mis noches te soñe
en mis sueños te encontre
7 dias de olvido
7 lagrimas del corazon
es que no te tengo aqui
es que no me siento aya
en mi soledad estoy perdido
sin direccion y orientacion
en mi destierro me mori
y ahora soy un hombre nuevo
lo unico que tengo es mi corazon
lleno de amor pa ti!
lleno de lagrimas por mi
7 dias pa soñar
7 dias pa olvidar
es que no te tengo aqui
es que no me siento aya.
perdido en mi olvido
encuentro mis recuerdos
en mi olvido
el sol y la luna me acompañan
en mi olvido ya no soy yo
en mi destierro supe que te amo
es que te amo mas que nunca
es que te amo mas que ayer.
letra:
juan carlos mendez areu

this is why i say , if you wanna know what happend listen to her and then call me and ask me my version.and then get a wide opinion of what is real.

from an amazing book!!!
Well-meaning friends and family
Oddly enough, some of the people nearest and dearest to you are part of the problem. This is not to say that they don't have your best interest at heart. They do. They love you. They can't stand to see you in pain. More than anyone, they know you and know how much you deserve happiness in your life. Their caring is genuine. Why then, do I say that your loved ones can be misdirecting you?

The Biased Shoulder
When you share your unhappiness with loved ones, what they hear is your side of the story, and your side only. Even though your feelings about your spouse and marriage are valid, they are, nonetheless, biased. Needless to say, if your spouse were in on the conversation, the story about your marriage would take a not-so-slight different turn. But the people who love you don't care about objectivity; they want you to feel better. Although this makes perfect sense, the end result is that the people in whom you are confiding, offer potentially life-changing advice without a complete set of facts. If you follow that advice, you may create an even bigger rift in your marriage. Let me give you an example of how this works.

Sue was miserable in her marriage. She felt that she and her husband, Jeff, had completely grown apart. Sue decided to talk to her sister, Ann, about her situation. Sue told Ann that she was really upset about how things had changed in her marriage. When she and Jeff got married, she explained, they were crazy about each other. They did everything together, spent hours talking, weekends doing fun things, and sex was great. They were best friends. As Sue recalled these memories, she cried. Ann's heart went out to Sue to see her in such pain. Ann asked Sue to tell her more about what had been troubling her. Through her tears, Sue filled in the blanks.

She said that Jeff had turned into a completely different man from the one she married. He worked a great deal and when he was home, he showed little interest in talking or being with her. On weekends, he occupied himself with projects or watching sports on television. When Sue approached Jeff about her feelings, Jeff responded coldly, "Why are you always hassling me?" Sue tried to get through to Jeff and tell him how much his distance was hurting her, but Jeff seemed to withdraw even more.

Jeff's insensitivity to her feelings made Sue angry and hurt. She stopped cooking for him, doing his laundry, trying to engage him in conversation and even refused his advances to be intimate. In short, things went from bad to worse. Now, instead of just being distant, Jeff had become critical and unpleasant, never passing up an opportunity to say or do something to hurt Sue's feelings. Sue couldn't understand why Jeff had become such a "jerk," especially since all she wanted was a closer relationship.

Upon hearing Sue's rendition of their marital interactions, Ann immediately came to her defense. "I can't believe he's acting this way! This isn't the same Jeff I used to know. What do you think is going on with him?" For the next half-hour, they hypothesized the possible causes of Jeff's ugly behavior- an affair, depression, a mid-life crisis or perhaps just bad genes from his father. Although they were uncertain as to the real reason Jeff had transformed into the unlikable man Sue had portrayed him to be, there was a consensus that Jeff was to blame for Sue's unhappiness. Ann consoled Sue. She hugged her and told her that she "would be there for her anytime she was needed". Ann also offered a few suggestions- counseling, giving Jeff an ultimatum, a trial separation- and Sue said she would consider her ideas. Sue thanked Ann for her support and understanding. She felt so much better.

Sue did follow through with Ann's suggestion to give Jeff an ultimatum. "Either you change, or I'm leaving," she warned him. But Jeff did not change. Her threat angered him and he became even colder. In the weeks that followed, Sue regularly sought comfort in Ann's friendship. Sue complained, Ann commiserated. Although Sue felt validated by Ann's feedback, it did little in the way of helping her find solutions to her marital problems. As time passed and nothing improved, Sue's despair grew, as did Ann's determination to encourage her sister to leave her marriage. "You've tried everything," Ann told her, "It's time to throw in the towel."

From Sue's one-sided story, it's easy to see how Ann arrived at this conclusion. Sue appears to be the spouse who is working on the marriage while Jeff is the inconsiderate, unloving spouse. From Sue's story, one could easily get the impression that she has been wronged for years by Jeff's selfishness. But before you jump to conclusions, let me allow you to eavesdrop on Jeff's conversations with his lifelong buddy, John. Jeff is a very private person and, though he rarely opens up with friends and family, his unhappiness with Sue prompted him to discuss his marriage with John.

He told John that he was frustrated and angry at Sue. All she ever did was nag and nag and nag. Nothing he did ever seemed good enough. She asked for help in the kitchen and when he cleaned it, the only comment he heard was, "I can't believe the way you loaded the dishwasher, it's so sloppy," or "You forgot to wipe off the counters." All Jeff heard was criticism, never appreciation. So, after a while he just stopped trying.

A married man himself, John knew that their relationship problems didn't happen overnight, so he asked about the circumstances leading up to their current situation. Jeff was unclear as to the causes of their problems, but he felt that Sue had bailed out on him as a partner long ago. "When we met, she was fun to be with. We went to sporting events, out to dinner, we socialized with friends, and had common interests. We golfed, played tennis, and biked all the time. We both loved the outdoors." But Sue stopped showing interest in their activities together. She seemed more interested in her job, church activities, friends, talking on the phone and going shopping. Sometimes she would stay on the phone with her girlfriends or her mother the entire evening! "But the biggest change in Sue," Jeff said, "is that she never wants to have sex, and it's been that way for a very long time. That definitely bothers me the most."

Jeff went on to explain how hurt and angry he felt because of Sue's constant rejection. "I don't know what's with her. She used to love sex. We had a great sexual relationship. I always prided myself about how connected we were physically. But now she's never in the mood. She's got a headache, she's mad at me, she's too busy, it's the wrong time of month… It got to the point where there never seemed to be the right time." He told John that Sue's cold shoulder had taken its toll; he felt a low-grade anger whenever he was in her presence. He admitted to being irritable lately and snapping at Sue fairly often. He was hoping that at some point Sue, the woman who used to be his best friend and lover, would, just once, reach out to him and be affectionate. Instead, all he ever got was criticism.

After hearing Jeff's dilemma, John said, "Sounds really tough. Sue used to be so good to you. I wonder what's up with her. Maybe her hormones are running amuck. I heard about some women with hormone imbalances losing interest in sex. You ought to check it out. Sorry to hear you're having problems." Then he suggested that Jeff do something to spice his sex life up a bit. "Get a bottle of wine, buy a sexy nightgown and make her a candlelight dinner. Stay at a nice hotel next weekend. Tell her you want to be closer physically."

A few days later, Jeff approached Sue with the idea of a little romantic weekend getaway. Sue didn't seem too interested. Jeff made a comment about not being intimate anymore and Sue bit his head off. "Of course we're not intimate! You don't expect me to want to have sex with you when our relationship stinks, do you?" Jeff replied, "Have you ever thought about the fact that our relationship stinks because you don't want to have sex anymore?" This chicken-or-egg argument played like a broken record for weeks before the couple decided to split.

Imagine how Ann or John might have reacted differently had they heard "the whole story". Instead of thinking Jeff was a jerk, Ann might have had more compassion. She might have realized that Jeff wasn't the villain Sue made him out to be; that he was feeling rejected and hurt. With this in mind, Ann might have suggested that Sue do things that would help Jeff feel more connected to her such as go biking or hiking together, or being more playful and affectionate. There's no question that Jeff wasn't handling his hurt feelings in the best way, but unfortunately, that often happens in relationships. Instead of sharing openly about feelings of vulnerability, some people lash out. When relationships are working properly, partners are often able to see beyond the anger and address the hurt beneath it. Since Ann was totally in the dark about Jeff's feelings about the marriage, her suggestion- give him an ultimatum- was bound to fail.

Had John heard Sue's side of things, he might have understood that for Sue, the prerequisite for being close physically is emotional closeness and that Sue and Jeff had not been close for some time. He might have suggested that Jeff spend more time talking and paying attention to her, and being her friend. It's easy to see how John's well-meaning advice- spice up your sex life- fell flat on its face.

SI YO FUERA MARADONA:.

Si yo fuera Maradona
viviria como el
si yo fuera Maradona
frente a cualquier porteria

si yo fuera Maradona
nunca me equivocar a
si yo fuera Maradona
perdido en cualquier lugar.

La vida es una tombola...
de noche y de dia...
la vida es una tombola
y arriba y arriba....

Si yo fuera Maradona
viviria a con el
...mil cohetes... mil amigos
y lo que venga a mil por cien...

si yo fuera Maradona
saldria en mundovision
para gritarle a la FIFA
Que ellos son el gran ladron!

La vida es una tombola...
de noche y de dia...
la vida es una tombola
y arriba y arriba....

Si yo fuera Maradona
vivira a como el
porque el mundo es una bola
que se vive a flor de piel

Si yo fuera Maradona
frente a cualquier porteria
nunca me equivocaria a...

Si yo fuera Maradona
y un partido que ganar
si yo fuera Maradona
perdido en cualquier lugar...

La vida es una tombola
de noche y de dia...
la vida es una tombola
y arriba y arriba....

the most falling down in my life is the highest mountain i climbed .
if im falling down now im climbing , because when you fall down you see who you are,i see who i am and i am a good person!!!
HUNAB KU
song: tombola
artist: manu chao