solin santiago is my first son and lucio luna is my second and last one. in this days i see life like a film, where i am the principal actor,and the director and the productor, the investor and this is my best show.......... THE REAL LOVE.
i call it like this because human kind like to divide everythingand in fact they divide love, in sections,.some love are mean and just hurt, some others let someone to hurt us ,just because i belived on someone who told us whe are not worthed.
so then looking to humand kind issues, (means that we suck about love).when is about real love is a kind of love we are not used to it, for then we dont apreciated when we have real love in life. the love i feel for my kids is real, the love i feel for my brothers and systers is real love, the kind of love that makes you grow just been next to someone who love us for real,
LOVE FOR REAL MEANS. means that is some of us makes a mistake is fare enough because instead fight the mistakes we should fix the issue, is simple.when is about real love is when we have a problem give it the solution but in a fare judgement , when you dont see rason. when you see truth. then with out rason and with truth, we can see how good was before and why is not working properly . we will be able to see where is the fixable issue, cuz every issue is fixable, if you fix it with real love. without rason judgement.
with all those toughts in my mind now. i just can see my life with my kids. and i gonna try to fight with real love for them. life is hard sometimes but this moments is when you decide to keep been what you are ot become better person true pain, is like alquimist transform rocks into gold, change the bad feeling into something good.change bad toughts into good wishes,i cant tell is not easy but it is simple.so here i am , numb, i remember my other lifes, and my last life was full of love from my kids and week in other branches, i tryed to do psicomagia to cure andi got into troubles,so i realice life put me in the place i deserve, and for now i deserve this, to be by my self, with my kids,in my life i have to grow more if i wanna be where i dream i wanna be, but i think i am working hard to reach that goal.
fight with love is not to fight for what hurt to us in this moment, fight with love means, to think in the good moments when life was awsome, the to see how good that person can be too,cuz it was good before is good now too.with a real judgement when can say why things changed and when, and decide the most fare veredict.
is universal. that humand kind have to start love eachother and help eachother to become better!!!
namaste:. for solin and lucio.im here i think on you every second,every sun every moon,i have you .both of you in my heart,im my toughts in my words,every day every tattoo, every step in my life i carrie you guys with me!!!!
we are ok!!! trust me!!!
for ever your father!!!
juan carlos mendez areu alias
loko machetero dj tiezzo:.
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